LIVE, LOVE, HAVE NO REGRETS

When the night is darkest, I shine brightest I might stumble and fall and lose my way, but I always get back on track. I have given so much to the people I love, and I will still give more if I can. I have no regrets. I look not for one to blame or shame in my name, to say it’s wrong or not to uphold a decision I took. I stand by all my choices regardless of the outcome. I am a man of few words yet more to give through my actions because words will be words until something is done before they can transcend through generations.

People want an accountable man, people seek a man of action and a man willing to walk the narrow parts he speaks of, but not many can be that man. It’s easy to shy away and dodge it all, take no responsibility and live at the expense of others. Still, in the end, you will find out what is necessary, you did nothing of your own accord, you did not decide on your own, and if life is played back, you won’t do it all over again.

As I sit on the antique chair that has seen it all with me, I remember where I have been, what I have seen, who I loved and what I wanted in my life, even now when my skin is all dry. I probably Lose track of time, my bones are weak, my legs don’t run as fast as they used to, my words don’t come quickly either, I can’t be who I once was, I still know nothing’s changed within even now as I have aged beyond my peers, I see the heart remains the same.

I once loved, and it was magical although it wasn’t for life, and I knew it probably couldn’t, but I chose to live in the moment, force nothing, change nothing and be willing to accept everything. She came when I wasn’t even looking or knew I needed to be loved, she shared my ideas, philosophy and best of all, she understood me, she could see through it all who I indeed was, and for me, that’s all I needed, it is still all I need.

The problem isn’t that we die; the problem is dying with regrets for things you did and didn’t do. So why make your life as you approach the great beyond all about regrets? Why complicated things? Why not make a conscious decision to do the best you can to let the people you want in your life stay rather than tell yourself they will go. When they go, when that time comes, it’s not for you to figure out how you stop it but for you to understand you will not get the things you want the most because it’s not within your power, but if you can get even 5 mins, cherish, live in the moment because the mind can always stay young. So, as I look into your mind eyes, knowing I probably might draw my last breath any time soon, this is my message to you LIVE, LOVE, HAVE NO REGRETS so if you had to do it all again, you can say you will do it all the same because you did it your way.